Sunday, September 30, 2007

Spilling it all out...

Let me blog a little about myself today:) My dreams, likes, hates etc...
Warning: Please do not fall asleep...

I used to be very ambitious in the past, longing to be a professional tennis player becos of my love for tennis and the very attractive paycheck and have been working hard at it for some time.

But now that I've turned 19, suddenly being what I've always wanted to be doesn't seem all that attractive anymore... I began to question myself in these aspects: am i being realistic(sheesh~)? will my hard work pay off? (hey this is singapore i'm living in) am i actually that great to being with? sounds like i'm being pessimistic here but it's the truth. I've to learn to accept it.

I'm not born into a well to do family and money is always an issue. I've also come to learn that life is a struggle, not to mention other factors that adds to it; the pursuit of a better life is a struggle itself.

Sometimes i felt that i would never get use to life in Singapore: the fast pace, increasing demands (GST hike... blah blah), the warm weather (for some reason i can't stand our weather here), the monotonous life that was supposedly beneficial for us (study hard, earn a master, get a well paid job).

Seriously.

I've had enough.

I might sound like i'm having suicidal thoughts.. haha well.. not that bad...

I guess i was born into the wrong world. Yes, maybe i'm taking things for granted. Here I am, having enough to eat, given the chance to study, having friends to hang out with.... and i'm still complaining.

True.. but then... people are never contented. Not when they fight for what they want. Am i right?

I just want to live a simple life by the countryside. (Doesn't sound like me ya?:) )See?!I've changed! Look what reality has done to me!! I'm thinking of retiring already!

Some pics:

I would like to live in a cottage like this someday:)

Or this!

By the seaside.. in France, toulouse(sent to me by brother oliver)

Shall it be the lavender field....

Or the sunflower field? :)

**At least I'm not dreaming of living in a castle!! ^^**

Imagine this: Fresher air, prettier sights (though seeing the same things everyday would be kinda boring too), perhaps the only things you would need to compete for is the air available:)
Can i only dream about this? Unless i'm a millionaire ba.. OR perhaps... perhaps...

Do you know what I'm thinking? haha

Unless...

Unless....

Unless i get to marry a farmboy! :D
How i wish... ...

That he would look like
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Robin van persie of cos!! hee hee My idol for the past 3 years:)

**Never stop hoping! ^^**

Saturday, September 29, 2007

First thought

*^^*Congrats to ~+Casey Stoner+~! The newly crowned MOTOGP champion=D I was actually rooting for runner-up Valentino Rossi, but never mind, he has had enough(winning too many times is just unfair for other racers). And now i've found a new idol in Casey! Talented, rich,young, famous, but a farm boy at heart. Here's a picture of him:

Isn't he a sweet boy next door? :D
(born October 16, 1985)

Yes!!! He's only 21! And was crowned a world champion! How many people out there can achieved this?? okok i got to stop this now:)

Not only do i find him especially talented.. he's kinda down to earth for a person his age with such an amazing achievement at hand.

He's married to a fan he met at Philip Island in 2003, named Adriana Tuchyna, who was 14 at that time, when she asked for him to autograph her stomach. (wow! the work of fate!)

They married in January this year, when the girl turn 18.

I thought it was really sweet and both of them are still rather young but willing to commit to a long term relationship:) I guess both of them are really lucky to find each other, or should i call this a love miracle, it's just so sweet(how many times have i said this) and.. and..

how i wish i could have such a fairytale ending.. haha seriously! I don't mind getting hitched at such a young age. okok, even when i'm not mentally mature enough according to the people i know. But i SERIOUSLY don't mind. :D

If you happen to find the right one, why not? We can always grow together as a couple, and you know there is this person who is always there for you no matter how hard you struggle at work, school, etc. Love is power~

In the end you know life is worthwhile becos you've found THE ONE. I know I'm in no position to say all this (no experience in love obviously) but i do believe in marriages (no matter how hard my dad convinced me not to think about it) and that true love do happen!

Photo taken on the day of their marriage (Casey & Adriana)
I wish both of you a happy and blissful marriage!

Casey ran towards Adriana and kissed her after the race when he was crowned the MOTOGP 2007 Champion. Adriana then took off the extra ring on her finger and slided it on Casey's *^^*

It makes me envy them lots:) Don't you feel that too? ^_^

Quote of the day: ~*Prince Charming I believe in you... Fairytales can come true so i will wait for you*~

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//Lover

Typical girl on the outside, never know what she's thinking on the inside. I just wanna lead a carefree life by the countryside:(in Europe)

//Loves

Loves: Robin van persie, my family, friends, chocolates, the internet, brother oliver, children (esp. ryan and rimus), dreaming, teenage flicks, fairy tales,F1, MotoGP, EPL(only when arsenal is winning), my room.

//Hates

Hates: Boredom, the reality, pollution, work, study, warm weather, arsenal losing, robin van persie injured, being forced to do things

//Lies

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Hui yee . Charis . Chou Meng
Jia min . Mei Mei. Jia Fong.

//Special thanks