Thursday, October 4, 2007

LOVE

At which point in our life do we actually experience true love? Is it the butterflies felt in the stomach, the sudden surge of energy in your body when you see your object of affection? Or when you've found someone who have swept you off your feet and who reciprocated your feelings?

I think I'm not too sure myself...

My closest friends have found love in their lives and I'm really happy for them but somehow I felt a little lonely sometimes.. no no not becos they'll desert me or spend lesser time with me... I believe our friendship will remain strong as before:)

It's just that it's hard not to feel the way i did.

I've never come close to a promising relationship... not that it's anyone's fault it's just meant to be...

I know i'm still a teenager+++++ but again...

human beings always want things that they never had.

haha guess this is the case for me..

What happen if you happen to love someone whom you know will never love you more than a younger sister?? Can tell me??

Just curious to know....

Love for me is like this:

You wanna tell him everything that have happened in a day even as trivial as what time you woke up in the morning..

You want the best for him

You want him to care for you all the time

You're happy just to see him

You get upset when you know he's not totally focus on you

When you're sad the first person you think of is him

And most importantly, he makes you feel you're beautiful.

Sounds like a possessive freak huh?? haha ^^ act pro somemore>.<
Maybe i am... emotionally unstable... ha-ha don't take me too seriously here

If love is about letting go... then i don't understand love at all ba... I mean can you bear to let go if you really love someone??

I guess i'm just a needy person. ha ha... God knows this too well..

Okok maybe i've watched too much tv le.. :)

I guess i did experience love at some point ba... my love for the 2 cutest children in the world (none other than Ryan & Rimus) and for the other children at the childcare too (have to be fair).

And one-sided love.

I'll not forget my dreams! To live in the countryside where the wildflowers are equivalent to the cars here... where the air is much much fresher and where I take my escapism to a whole new level!:)

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//Lover

Typical girl on the outside, never know what she's thinking on the inside. I just wanna lead a carefree life by the countryside:(in Europe)

//Loves

Loves: Robin van persie, my family, friends, chocolates, the internet, brother oliver, children (esp. ryan and rimus), dreaming, teenage flicks, fairy tales,F1, MotoGP, EPL(only when arsenal is winning), my room.

//Hates

Hates: Boredom, the reality, pollution, work, study, warm weather, arsenal losing, robin van persie injured, being forced to do things

//Lies

//Past

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Hui yee . Charis . Chou Meng
Jia min . Mei Mei. Jia Fong.

//Special thanks