Sunday, October 7, 2007

Walking out of neverland

School is starting soon... in a week's time.

Which means i would have to leave my neverland again... a place i've overstayed in the past 2 months.

No more late nights and waking up in the early afternoon during weekdays.

No more msn marathons.

No more afternoon movies with my mum.

No more work at the childcare!! :'( bye bye ryan, rimus, darian, ryka, putri.....)

No more brother oliver

At least i was happy once in my neverland ya HA HA

Wanna meet up with my WU GONG ZHU bang before school reopens... miss them a lot and missing terribly the time we last hung out together.

At least when school reopens i get to go to school with CHARIS!!!! And hanging out with may on friday during our horribly long break. (She's got 4 hours I've got 3)

It seems that Brother Oliver has a new love in his life, which he is unsure himself but i think this is it.

I hope i can be happy for him but ha ha i felt nothing. He's quite matured le maybe he wants to settle down soon.

I just hope he's happy.

The weather is getting cooler le... hope it continues.. somehow my mood is in relation to the weather... lol

Seems like i've mature a lot in the long long holidays... especially in dealing with the grown up stuffs.. matter of the heart... stress... i'm sort of immune to setbacks le..

Come to realise that friends are the ones that's really important really... cos sometimes there are just things you won't tell your family about.

I'm feeling a little upset while writing this... can you feel it? :)

Blogging is really a form of therapy for me now... thanks to my friends who encourage me to:)

Now i'm more into music and drawing... these are great therapies too:)

Nothing to blog about today... sorry another boring post! hee hee

The "forget-me-not".

Some meaningful quotes to share:
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If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye.

I hate you for not letting me have you.

If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was NEVER mine?

Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest. *************************************************

After reading all this quotes... do you still wanna fall in love?? For me i only see the word "hurt"..

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//Lover

Typical girl on the outside, never know what she's thinking on the inside. I just wanna lead a carefree life by the countryside:(in Europe)

//Loves

Loves: Robin van persie, my family, friends, chocolates, the internet, brother oliver, children (esp. ryan and rimus), dreaming, teenage flicks, fairy tales,F1, MotoGP, EPL(only when arsenal is winning), my room.

//Hates

Hates: Boredom, the reality, pollution, work, study, warm weather, arsenal losing, robin van persie injured, being forced to do things

//Lies

//Past

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Hui yee . Charis . Chou Meng
Jia min . Mei Mei. Jia Fong.

//Special thanks