Sunday, November 25, 2007

Dreams

Yesterday, O's friend Babara (who is 7 months pregnant) came to his house with her baby, James to spend the weekends at.

I like James a lot... a very cute, chubby and active little one. O gave me James's picture a while back and i use it as my wallpaper=D

Just a few hours ago, i was surprised to see O online as he told before 2 days ago that he would be busy playing host to his guests.

He opened his webcam and there he is... with Baby James! =D I was really happy to see the 2 of them together... James on O's lap, playing with his keys and the lucky charm I gave O. James kept putting the keys along with the keychain into his mouth and O did not try to stop him...

When O directed James's attention to the webcam, James looked into it for a while, with a dazzled look on his face. and then return to munching the keys away=D I guess he don't really know what a webcam is for huh? =D

I was really touched that O took the effort to go online and showed me the little darling.. It was really a heartwarming sight.... James sitting comfortably on O's stomach, O adjusting his body in a rather awkward position to accommodate the baby's weight.

O's facial expression... it's as though James is his son.

I wish i could hold James... though he can't be compared to my Rimus (in terms of how much affection i have for him>.<)

There'll be a day when the 3 of us could see one another:) There's got to be a way=D

To Santa: If you happen to read this... please... i wish for a chance to see Baby James and Oliver.. so...maybe an air ticket to France for 2 weeks +parental consent???? I just love Christmas:) It gives people so much hope

Baby James=D
Also, many thoughts were brought up by recently from a conversation with a close friend.

Topic is about L.O.V.E

Actually i am in no position to give advice or anything... i just hope my friends could be loved and cared for, by a special someone who's true to them.

I am so sick and sadden by the facts that some of my close friends were being cheated of their feelings by heartless fellows out there.

I know for sure my friends deserved better... it is just so very unfortunate that they got hurt in the process... and i understand that the emotional scar is here to stay...

But again, life still has to go on and hope continues to cling on.... at some point if life there's bound to be setbacks...

Don't cry because it's over... smile because there's people out there who cares=D

For me, I want to treasure every moment i have with my loved ones... Rimus etc because these are the little things in life that makes me happy... makes me realised there is something in life to live for.

And happy things won't last..

Rimus will eventually grow up and memories of me will fade with every new experiences he gained in the process of maturing...

O will eventually settle down with his destined one....

Friends will leave you one by one....

Hopefully by then I will be able to realise some of my dreams...

living in the countryside... yeah! Looking forward to a much awaited Christmas=D

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//Lover

Typical girl on the outside, never know what she's thinking on the inside. I just wanna lead a carefree life by the countryside:(in Europe)

//Loves

Loves: Robin van persie, my family, friends, chocolates, the internet, brother oliver, children (esp. ryan and rimus), dreaming, teenage flicks, fairy tales,F1, MotoGP, EPL(only when arsenal is winning), my room.

//Hates

Hates: Boredom, the reality, pollution, work, study, warm weather, arsenal losing, robin van persie injured, being forced to do things

//Lies

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Hui yee . Charis . Chou Meng
Jia min . Mei Mei. Jia Fong.

//Special thanks