Saturday, January 12, 2008

I know it is rather unusual for me to miss blogging for a week...

Yes, I've been rather busy these days... but the real reason is the past few days have been depressing... and I don't wanna keep those memories in my blog...

Close friends of mine: Thanks for listening to me... I know you guys can't help but I can't control my emotions these days... I kept thinking about that problem so much that sometimes i feel like wo yi jin huo de bu nai fan le.

Why do I have to be bothered by this problem for so many years? And it is even affecting my future career prospect.

I know there's always a way out... such as working part time to earn the extra money..

But I am so tired... i am a normal person... i want to hang out with my friends... without ever having to worry about having no money...

It is getting so sick sometimes that I can't help but feel so hopeless... and letting my imagination go wild...

I was never like this in the past... i was wondering if the pills I took gave me depression..

What can I do?

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