Friday, March 28, 2008

The cruel world

Have been working at the centre for a month.... all i can say that I am at the peak of my unhappiness.... and it could only get worse if I continue..

I have never been more stressed and unhappy in my life.... and I want to end this unecessary experience which many said was a 'learning experience'.

Yes, I did learn a lot of things about myself, that I could be so unlucky, stupid, careless and useless.

And how much I suffered by working solely for money which was my only motivation... I felt no joy, no appreciation and tired all the time...

All I got were complaints about trivial matters that I never would dream about... demands and demands... workloads that could kill my weekends...

All when I was only a part timer... and I've been in the centre for like... less than a month...

Shall not elaborate more about this... though I definitely feel much better talking about it in my blog..

Thanks to all my friends who listened to me these days and checking to see if i'm alright...

I hope I am lucky enough to work at my previous centre, where the pay is lower but I am HAPPIER!

I want to get a lot of things when I received my pay... I want to be happy again!

I received new pictures of my darling baby james!!!!=D I wish I could hug him he looked so much like baby ryan=D

Quote of the day: The bad times will go away.

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//Lover

Typical girl on the outside, never know what she's thinking on the inside. I just wanna lead a carefree life by the countryside:(in Europe)

//Loves

Loves: Robin van persie, my family, friends, chocolates, the internet, brother oliver, children (esp. ryan and rimus), dreaming, teenage flicks, fairy tales,F1, MotoGP, EPL(only when arsenal is winning), my room.

//Hates

Hates: Boredom, the reality, pollution, work, study, warm weather, arsenal losing, robin van persie injured, being forced to do things

//Lies

//Past

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Hui yee . Charis . Chou Meng
Jia min . Mei Mei. Jia Fong.

//Special thanks